living reruns

I went back to bikram today and gaaaaaad… it was exactly what I needed.

I’ve just felt like something was missing for so long, I just feel unhealthy and tired all the time and just like, so lethargic that no matter how much I sleep or eat or relax or whatever I’m always just tired and hungry and yearning and yearning…

But today I went back to Bikram and it was like feeling my whole being sigh. Every muscle, every sinew, all my bones and every cell in my body just shouted YES for 90 minutes straight. It was fantastic. It was like my whole body was just thanking me from beginning to end and it felt so good and my body just was yelling FINALLY YOU FIGURED IT OUT… I’m finally getting back to better, guys, and it is so fantastic.

I actually, I mean I don’t really get too personal on here but I’m just feeling so good that Imma type to the internetz… seriously, I just need to take a moment and thank the universe for all the good thangs that are going on in my life right now. The LSAT is over (it went well! I think. we’ll find out in three weeks), I am getting back to eating/exercising/treating myself right/showing myself some love, I finally have some income (/a constant source of free caffeine), and I have the most wonderful man in the world in my life right now. He is truly the best, most nourishing, most natural fit and it’s just simple, you know? Loving him is so easy, and so good. I mean honestly, I am just overwhelmed by the positivity and energy that I’m receiving right now. I just feel like the universe is giving me a huge hug in a fresh warm towel. Things sucked for a while and really were getting me down in huge, huge ways, but I am so glad and so contented by/with so many things right now. Grateful, mostly. Grateful for all the things…!